ok so getting into the habit of "blogging" is a little interesting. i never have been a techo-geek but hey it is kinda fun.....
so this weekend i spent time with my dads side of the family and it was great fun. i haven't seen some of them in forever. it went over pretty well....
i'm really not in a humorous mood tonight so i thought i would get a little feedback on some of my thinking as it relates to religion Jesus and that sort of thing.
in the recent (4-5yrs) span of my relationship with Dad(the Father for all you proper folks) it has been a time of re-evaluation and confusion followed by Him giving me a whole new basis for life with him. it has been great but has yeilded some lurking questions (mostly rhetorical)that i am waiting to ask people that i half- and fully- trust. i think you know who you are.....so plllleassseee respond from all points of view because i want one thing............... ....... THE TRUTH. it/He is out there and i am not afraid to tip all the damn(sorry i couldn't help myself) sacred cows in the world over to get it.....sooooo......
here's my first observation/thought/question:
when people say that they are going to pray about a decision(long, lamenting, unsettling prayer), do you think that has become a psychological device to deal with worry? it is seeming more like a tool than an actual time to di-alog with a specific diety about an impending decision we would rather not make....ever.....
so what do ya think??? and the funny part is, idon'tcarewhatyouwritecuzireallywantoreadandthinkaboutwhatyouhavetosay.
the only people not allowed to respond are the people who just want to be right or are afraid of cows. sacred that is..........
(ok, this is the time you type and respond or run away screaming......)
something random: fruit salad. | 
